posion
it seems everything i said hv posioned the relationship w/ ppl around me, i think i hv an passive aggression?
i jus want ppl to hear me out.
but when i start to say something, i feel like no one like to hear it, and all i said seems pointless.
ppl want to help me, but i feel like its not wt i wanted
it jus make them feel more annoyed with me n fraustrated by me.
may be its jus better for them n me to keep myself to my own world.
a lonely dreamer.